Just some random thoughts of a 20 something...and maybe a few cat pics along the way.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

the accommodator


So here I am again,
Listening to your problems
Waiting on your choices
Working around your schedules

Just call me the accommodator.

I am the powerless and controlled
By other peoples choices
By other peoples experiences
By other peoples feelings

I have to follow other people’s schedules of
When they want to talk
When they want to meet
When they want to work

I have no say in the matter yet
I listen
I empathize
I adapt

I am supposed to change according to your will
That is my job
That is my role
That is my place

There is no denying that I am the
Used
Abused
Dismissed

I am powerless
Over you
Over your choices
Over your views

I am affected yet
It is not seen
It is not acknowledged
It is not spoken

And when it is, it’s turned
Back to you
Away from me
Back to you

So I smile and nod
That is fine
It’s alright
I can wait

Because I am the accommodator